Wat's up with da green?!?!

GREEN GREEN GREEN GREEN!!...yeah my life is filled up with da colour green(sth like gassia's pink kda!hehe)My love to green started sth like 3 or 4 years ago...b4 that i wasnt that crazy abt any colour...maybe sumtimes blue...purple...yellow or more orange...it was never da same colour for a while...but i went with green so far that i chose it as a colour for my new room!:D:D lucky me it was done exactly da way i want i am in my room since now more than 10 months...and i am still crazy abt it!...i luv da colour green...i can look at it and jst smile..cuz it makes me happy...i cant imagine there is anything as cute as green...especially when it is joined with orange...uhhh i love that...its da colour of da nature too...it looks soo good in green...i tried to explain why i am that crazy abt green but sorry...its jst isnt explainable...!!!

ABITUR.....da "FREAKING OUT" phase!

It was long ago when i started to thnk abt how i will pass abitur isA easily....i jst thought"yeah i will pass 11.te isA and then 12.te isA and i will enjoy da trip and da klaus-heller-lauf....bla bla bla!"but things started to change...thoughts dont pass that easy in my mind anymore....i started da "freaking out" phase...!
I wake up each day having a different nightmare abt abitur....especially da abi klausuren...things first started like thoughts during da dream...as if i am havin fun goin out and jst da next second i am thinking:"no i have to go home RIGHT NOW and leave all this to study".....then da nightmares started to get worse....its almost da same dream but in diff. situation...da deutsch abi-klausur...in da aula vorraum....Schroeder walking in da room between da desks...(thats always da same!)but then!...either i dont have a table to write on...and i have to share one small table with 3 other ppl...all of them are writting and doing fine and i am da only one who cant write anything....or there r not enough copies of da exam for me....or i keep on reading da exam and i dont understand a single word.....then i wake up...thanking god its still jst a nitemare...and i still have 2 months and a couple of days to study hard!
i have no clue when this "freaking out" phase will ever end...and if it goin to get worse or not...but sumhow i hope it comes to an end soon b4 i go mad!
Am i da only one who is in this "freaking out" phase...?!???!!!
I just wish SOOO much to finish this year....without a single nitemare coming true!

A bestfriend....I was ALWAYS DESTINED 2 hav!

I will tell u an amazing story...That is actually true...Imagine gettin to know a person...And cuz of SEVERAL problems..U HATED this person...U DIDN'T WANT 2 SEE this person....U DIDN'T WANT 2 TALK 2 this person....And between each problem u don't get in contact with that person for 3 weeks or sth up to 3 months!
will u ever be friends with such a person?!...NO
well in my case things were different...Omar el abd and I didn't only stay in touch...We became da bestest bestfriends ever!No matter WHAT...We were always there for eachother...Talking about everything and helping eachother out of everything...It's really weird how we always had sth in da way dat made us be apart...But still days always went on and we were friends again....
how much I miss u ya Omar!...He lives right now in Dubai...But I have NO DOUBT that sumday....sumhow....sumtime....We will meet again!!

A bestfriend of mine...I will never forget!

I dont get the chance to see dat person alot...we dont talk on da fone alot either...but whenever i was down...this person was always beside me...making me feel better...making me forget all da trouble in da world...washin away all my sorrows...and this was always the case during da last 2 years...most of my friends dnt know this person...or they heared abt him but never saw him...
give me a chance to tell u abt my bestfriend...who's always there for me....

Ahmed el 3ezaby...a.k.a..3ezaby...i got to know him since 2 years w shwaya kedah...we got closer really quick and our friendship developed in no time to be one of the truest friendships ever with a strong bond dat cant break...we were always there for eachother...thru ups and downs..especially el downs btw:D:D

he's simply DA person i can depend on...sooo loyal u jst cant have a second doubt regarding to anything...i always know he wants da best for me..he's like an older bro for me!!mesh 3arfa if i keep on talking abt him forever it willl never be enough!i just want to thank him for always being here for me and i wish we stay da bestest friends forever and ever!

hey....its me!

hey guys....
well i donno wat am i goin to do write exactly in this website i have no real plans actually...bas ahoh maybe later on i will figure it out...
u all know me and know who i am...i'm jst mori...tryin to find out why i came into this life and how will it go on...connecting everything with everything...trying to memorize each and every detail of my life...hoping i will read it all in my diary when i get old...so i hope i live an interesting life...interesting enough that i wud like then to read my diary...