I have to update my blog...I have to update my blog...I have to update my blog...

These were exactly my thoughts when i saw geegz's comment on da last post i uploaded on my blog...right afterwards i decided wat i was gonna do...i'm gonna sleep!:D
well now i am up again...i stayed wonderin again abt wat shud i write...nothing actually happened that interesting in da last while...we had only exams...and i only studied all da time!
da last exam that is now left to me to study for is da least important subject for me...which is Chemistry!i just HATE it....2 of my bestfrnds actually adore this subject...but this never seemed enough to convince me to even try...
i was actually once good...and i used to get average grades....but ever since last year...things changed dramaticlly in a way i never thought wud happen...
he's just mean!everytime he talks to me i feel like he seriously has sth against me...he jst dsnt wanna let me achieve anything...
i am talking abt da teacher we have in chemistry....uhhh!i got sick of it all bgd!
i hav ALOT to say abt him...but i wnt write it actually...cuz da words arent as bad as he is!
anyway thinking abt him jst brings to me all da other teachers that just have sth against me!
i jst faced ALL of them in da most 2 crucial years of my life!
how cud this all be true?jst dnt ask me!
anyway it seems like this post ended up being abt skool!yeah right!da controlling thing in my life right now...i jst dream of da day when i am goin finish it all and NEVER return to it again...abitur was my dream and i jst followed my dreams and joined it...noone warned me of wat was goin to happen next...well enough regrets...we're almost at da end of this journey...and i have faith in myself that i can make it thru!