ABITUR.....da "FREAKING OUT" phase!
It was long ago when i started to thnk abt how i will pass abitur isA easily....i jst thought"yeah i will pass 11.te isA and then 12.te isA and i will enjoy da trip and da klaus-heller-lauf....bla bla bla!"but things started to change...thoughts dont pass that easy in my mind anymore....i started da "freaking out" phase...!
I wake up each day having a different nightmare abt abitur....especially da abi klausuren...things first started like thoughts during da dream...as if i am havin fun goin out and jst da next second i am thinking:"no i have to go home RIGHT NOW and leave all this to study".....then da nightmares started to get worse....its almost da same dream but in diff. situation...da deutsch abi-klausur...in da aula vorraum....Schroeder walking in da room between da desks...(thats always da same!)but then!...either i dont have a table to write on...and i have to share one small table with 3 other ppl...all of them are writting and doing fine and i am da only one who cant write anything....or there r not enough copies of da exam for me....or i keep on reading da exam and i dont understand a single word.....then i wake up...thanking god its still jst a nitemare...and i still have 2 months and a couple of days to study hard!
i have no clue when this "freaking out" phase will ever end...and if it goin to get worse or not...but sumhow i hope it comes to an end soon b4 i go mad!
Am i da only one who is in this "freaking out" phase...?!???!!!
I just wish SOOO much to finish this year....without a single nitemare coming true!
I wake up each day having a different nightmare abt abitur....especially da abi klausuren...things first started like thoughts during da dream...as if i am havin fun goin out and jst da next second i am thinking:"no i have to go home RIGHT NOW and leave all this to study".....then da nightmares started to get worse....its almost da same dream but in diff. situation...da deutsch abi-klausur...in da aula vorraum....Schroeder walking in da room between da desks...(thats always da same!)but then!...either i dont have a table to write on...and i have to share one small table with 3 other ppl...all of them are writting and doing fine and i am da only one who cant write anything....or there r not enough copies of da exam for me....or i keep on reading da exam and i dont understand a single word.....then i wake up...thanking god its still jst a nitemare...and i still have 2 months and a couple of days to study hard!
i have no clue when this "freaking out" phase will ever end...and if it goin to get worse or not...but sumhow i hope it comes to an end soon b4 i go mad!
Am i da only one who is in this "freaking out" phase...?!???!!!
I just wish SOOO much to finish this year....without a single nitemare coming true!
posted by * Mori * @ 11:41 AM
4 Comments:
At 26/10/06 14:17 ,
Nadia said...
Don't worry..
The last year will end faster and sooner than we all think..
And isA it will be a happy end for all of us :)
I guess we're all going through this ''freaking out'' phase but the point is that one has to control it somehow..
And we won't give up after all what we have gone through, will we? ;)
All in all:
GO, GO, GO YA MORI! YOU CAN DO IT!!! :)
At 26/10/06 22:52 ,
The Sphinx said...
Hey there, let me assure you that Abitur is HARMLESS. The final exams were so normal that I almost enjoyed it! (Emphasis on the word "almost"). So you really have nothing to worry about. Besides, thousands of people already went through it before you and are still alive. Can't be _that_ bad can it?
Anyway best of luck =) Enjoy your last months at school, you'll miss them after that.
At 27/10/06 12:47 ,
* Mori * said...
Well thanks alot for da support nadia and "the sphinx"....i really hope its gets dat easy and we all pass....jst keep ur thumbs up for me plz!hehe
At 28/10/06 21:15 ,
Anonymous said...
hey well yeah while i was reading what u wrote bout ur dreams.. i was like... was she having the same dreams i had? its as if we are sharing the same dreams ya bent... and really am NOT kidding.. the exact SAME thing.... i guess we will survive isa.. and we jst have to give our best and calm down( which i dont btw.... u noe how tense i am bout school and stuff...) :D bas... sadda2ini.. i'm i n tht phase too.. and am jst wishing to go through it besor3a ba2a... and still wana enjoy the last year.. but i am afraid it'll b hard.. and i'm very scared tht i wont b able to have fun and enjoy it ...bas... enough worrying... lets jst live the moments and dont think about wut will happen afterwards.... good luck everyone.. and wish me luck too ;)we will do it ppl.. believe me kaman shwaya we are gona b sayin :wow tht went fast... right??:D
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